Hate 2 Hate (feat. Myke & Whonamesmonk) Video (MV)

This spliff's the only thing that I can face myself
This bitch still on my brain man I hate myself
I wanna end this shit but I can't take myself
All the tapes i write look Ma I made myself
All the pain i take I still remain myself
If one thing don't go your way you go and play yourself
I remember the days that I would have to raise myself
And now i groan for being grown
Can't pick myself up off the floor
And I hate to f*cking hate you
But I can't seem to replace you
When I'm
Back in second place
But being first was second nature
You the one thing I can't escape
I beat death and death kept chasin'
I got a call my uncle OD'd in a dressing room
In the shirt I bought that night like
What the f*ck we bout to get into
Desensitized to it
I got to be a kid for 10% of my youth
And if i die soon
I'm tryna die translucent

And I hate to f*cking hate you
But I can't seem to replace you
When I'm back in second place
When being first was second nature
Being first was second nature
Being first was second nature

Pouring out my soul
The lord knows
How I feel
If I could kill this f*cking feeling
In my gut then I would empty out this clip
I'll leave with this pain
But I don't want to leave this world
Because this strength that I have gain
Is stronger than any pill
Stop popping
Start watching
Your ways
See that spliff that you face
Is just slowing you down
Everyday
Every time that you puff
The boat continues to sank
And I can see you drowning in this ocean
I got this float
I'm bout to throw it
Open up ya palm reach for it
Pulling you closer to the edge but at least your close to shore
And I'm sure that everything is f*cked up
At the moment
But you got to pick yourself back up keep going
And you my boy
I know the distance so consistent
I can't be there by ya side
You got my number don't forget it
I get it
Everything that has happened has a reason
But don't hate the one inside
Hate the shit that left you bleeding

And I hate to f*cking hate you
But I can't seem to replace you
When I'm back in second place
When being first was second nature
Being first was second nature
Being first was second nature

I hate to hate myself but I'm alone right now
And all these problems that I face
Won't make me strong right now
I heard that you was movin' on
You got different options
Now I'm off like Mary Poppins
I'm popping all these pills that make me nauseous
This nauseating pain won't stay here often
If I'm dead inside a coffin
Now it's hittin' off like Hoffman
Feel like morphing into martian but I'm not Marvin
I'm more like starving and unhappy with this
With this world
And all these lights
And all these girls
And all these lies
I'll be alright
I'll be alright
I'll be alright
Yeah