Lately I've been thinking bout the time and how it flies
I've been thinking bout the past and every time i've said goodbye
Cutting old connections like my wrist with a knife
Pushing to the bone I'm tryna end this shitty life
Cause I been in my room hiding my emotions under smiles
Self inflicting pain just waiting for demise
Can't manage staying sober so I be smoking every night
The fire from this joint is my only guiding light