We good
How that shit go again
Watching my world end
Facing the terror of losing control when I die
Scars that I deepen
Only like medicine cures all the drugs when I'm high
Shit that I pretend
Feels like my soul is missing all the time when I cry
F*ck all the fake friends
Wanting attention that suddenly turns to a lie
Sucks that I'm weak when all of these demons are putting a curse that goes straight Through my head
All of the people that give you permission of trust but tear you to pieces instead
Nightmares I see that for live the outcome of future mistakes from the things that I said
My existence is only for you and your needs, so f*ck all the bs and make me feel dead
You want all the power I'll give it to you
I don't smoke the powder unless it's for you
Put me to test
I'll show what I can
A little depressed
That's who I am
Cuts on my face from the shit that I get
Stay on the pace or just give me regret
Social Anxiety is just who I met
I don't have a choice it's just the life that I get
I put on the noose
My feet leave the ground
Now that I feel like I'm far underground
I wanna delete all my feelings right now
Make it all silent and don't make a sound
Blood in the streets
Feel all the pain
Now that I'm numb I got scars on my veins
Wanna get hit by an upcoming train
Love is just torture so put me to blame
Isolate feelings inside of my head that I built up with courage instead of regret
My world is so rapid just let me reset and give me permission to go and forget
The feeling of empty you don't understand control my behavior without a demand
Tryin' be happy not showing my hands the blood is all flowing without a command
Falling and crashing back down to the floor
Screaming the pain after closing the door
Fighting the demons inside of a war
Hiding the marks that been cut to the core
Exhausted of living I just wanna die I don't see the point of being alive
Cutting my veins and wanting to cry
This is depression saying "Goodbye"
Watching my world end
Facing the terror of losing control when I die
Scars that I deepen
Only the medicine cures all the drugs when I'm high
Shit that I pretend
Feels like my soul is missing all the time when I cry
F*ck all the fake friends
Wanting attention but suddenly turns to a lie
Build up these walls
Ignore all the calls
I feel all the pressure as gravity falls
It's never too late
I don't wanna wait
To stand on the edge
And write all the hate
I look at the ground
Above the whole crowd
I don't wanna wait
I'm ready right now
A smile on my face
I know that it's fake
I thought It's a dream
But now I'm awake
The moment is real
For u i would kill
Hiding the truth
My body is ill
Denying the signs
Don't worry i'm fine
Becoming a habit
My system declines
I'm headed for hell
I see no help
Save me tomorrow
Don't wish me well
A knife on the shelf
I'm fighting myself
Why can't I wake up
As someone else like
Don't
Follow
Me
Now
I'm
Lost
Inside
My
Mind
I'm
Running
Out of
Time
Now
I am
Running
Out of
Time
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