These days love is getting harder to find
Every time I call
You say you ain't got no time
Out with your friends while you're getting high
Tell me what happened to the love that we shared
You say you're here but not all of you is there
Pieces are missing you can't be repaired
Yeah
Like it was all love you gave me the works
Yeah I seen it coming but it still hurts
How am I supposed to feel
When all the things I feel
Are all the things I feel the worst
You say you love me but don't show it
Girl you hard to find
All them lies done caught up to you
Now look who traumatized
Trust issues
I've been here before
I want to fall in love again but now I'm scared to fall
Gave so much of me
So what you out here acting like you hate me for
I pray one day that God a hear my cries
Still struggle letting go
Was holding on to all our highs but now I'm getting low
Memories on overload
Might overthink then overdose
Ego death I'm going ghost
Shit I did for you these niggas never could
I did the most
You know what's up
When telling your stories can't say I folded up
Been through enough
Sick to my stomach
Shit got me throwing up
Lord chill on me before I get to pouring up again
I put the cup down
Was too much had me spiraling
Couldn't tell me apart from none of these demons I been riding with
Faces I been hiding in
Dark places I was shining in
Back against the ropes
I had to go and find my fight
I ain't gon lie this shit I'm speaking bout keep tears in my eyes
Bible say that you my rib
More like a pain in my side
If life ain't giving what I'm owed then I'm a take it in strides
Everything that I keep bottled got it raining outside
Look
Swear this time I'm learning lessons
Ain't evading the signs
I earned my questions
Take a chance on me
Quit playing both sides
Man what's up
Ain't got the energy to keep this inside
Done held my tongue for too long while you was beating my pride
No good lucks involved
I done got this shit out the mud
How they claiming that we family but be out for my blood
Ain't a spade in sight but play round
Bet we calling your bluff
All this misery I gained
Dawg how it still ain't enough
These days love is getting harder to find
Every time I call
You say you ain't got no time
Out with your friends while you're getting high
Tell me what happened to the love that we shared
You say you're here but not all of you is there
Pieces are missing you can't be repaired