The old me, is dead and gone
Weight on my shoulders, I let it fall
Haunted by regrets but I can't right these wrongs
So I write these songs and hope the drugs make me numb
Lean and Percocet's, Xanax's in the drop
Hit my plug and double up need all he got
I used to miss the old days but I forgot
Mix the Belaire with the D'ussé and Ciroc
I'm pushing Rarri's and Beamer's
I got scars and some demons
Trying change my old ways won't let the battle defeat me
Close to the edge, tumble over the cliff
Hundred backwoods to the head man it really ain't shit nah
Pedal to the metal rearview mirror blacked out
I never backed down, I ain't looking back now
If I said it I meant it, we only here for a second
Turn a loss to a lesson, turn the pain to progression
And I ain't ever runnin'
And I ain't ever runnin'
And I ain't ever runnin'
And I ain't ever runnin'
It's me against the world, man I wish them luck
Cuz when you fall ain't no one there to pick you up
And now I'm on top they don't show no love
When you hate the things you done all you do is run
But that ain't me, I take the heat, and make fire
Red eyed, vision blurry I stay high
Substances, all up in my system toxins in my body
Hundred miles an hour my mind racin' like an Audi
I'm, bending corners dodging road blocks trying make my way
It's now or never and I don't got time to wait
I said, I'm bending corners dodging road blocks trying make my way
It's now or never and I don't got time to wait
And I ain't ever runnin'
And I ain't ever runnin'
And I ain't ever runnin'
And I ain't ever runnin'
(And I ain't ever runnin', and I ain't ever runnin')
(And I ain't ever runnin', and I ain't ever runnin')