At seven years old, mama told me
Go out there make some friends before you get lonely
But these niggas and bitches they all be phony ma, I'd rather be lonely
Cause the trials I've dealt, to find myself
Like do they love me or they just want my help ?
I've took some losses made me invincible
Peeping out my window, I can see the vision
The tears that I'm holding back when my mama visited
I can feel the energy, Ion want no sympathy
I thank God every day, true to my religion
Cause this shit could've been worser
Man this shit could've been over
At the top can't tip over
Bet not lose your composure
In that cell help me focus
I put my feelings on DND, then I made me some motion
It's a big, big world
But I know I'm different
Like how I both feel when they say I'm really gifted
I wonder how I'ma feel when I know the job is finished
When I done gave this shit my all so how you can not feel this ?
I'm reminiscing about the past shit I can't even mention
I can't lie I made some decisions, but weren't from intuition
I done survived in the worst conditions
You tell a person no one time, they'll get dementia
For all the shit you done
I need my flowers while I'm here, not when I'm gone
I be preaching on these verses tell em' pick them a psalm
They stabbed me in my back and look at me like I'm wrong
Like that shit is crazy
I've remove myself from all that shit though
You still around, just know we locked in for life
I love you
And there's no hard feelings for the ones that switched over, but it's still f*ck you
At seven years old, mama told me
Go out there make some friends before you get lonely
But ma these ain't my friends, these my brothers
The same pain, the same brain, we share the same struggle
We came out the gutter
We shine like no other
Tryna' dodge the penitentiary
If you fall I got you covered
In the rain I got umbrella
From all the shit we came under
I was just in all black like it's donda
I was dressed in all white like I'm holy
I been at the bottom so I know how to feel to be lonely
I need my brothers whose Zack, without his brother Cody
I need some loving and without that, then I'ma be dyin' slowly
At fifteen years old
I met my other brother
We weren't blood or kinfold, but I loved him like no other
We've been through every section of the struggle
We never had shit but we was always very humble
We came up out that gutter, now we shinin' like the sun
Yeah we shinin' like Boy Wonder
If you fall then I'ma catch you
That's my job just like a tumbler
I'ma plug him like a plumber
Turn nothin' into somethin
They can't say that we ain't nothin
Sme until I die
Sme that's who I ride for
Cried a hundred tears when I heard they say my uncle
It's a long long road
I'm still travelin' on this long long road
It's a long long road
You know
I just want all my people to know that
I love you
Sme until I die
You know this 4L
It's the Goat speakin
Ain't no free Big Wzrd
You know that