Drowning Video (MV)

Standing in a garden fallacies
That I found as I awoke from this lucid dream
Brick by brick I let you build my prison
Renumeration for my suffering
I've burned my candle out at both ends
I've traded pain for apotheosis
Is this sentence escapable?
Or is my pain my only home?

Cold and distant
I shiver at your touch
Is this salvation?
Or have I seen this all before?
In repose
It's as if I saw this coming
I dream of drowning in the black
Just to feel something again

I fear falling asleep at night
I fear discovering these nightmares
That creep into my mind
I fear falling asleep at night
I fear discovering these nightmares
I dream of drowning in the black
Just to feel something again

I cheated god in the deal we made
I cheated god in the deal we made
But nothing ever lasts forever

I see myself in you but we're not the same
The only common ground we share is this god damn name
I cheated god
I cheated god
Blame me for my past don't forget my name

From the surface everything seemed brighter
But behind my mask I'm chasing the rainbows in my head
I let them in
The wolves have waited patiently
Their claws are digging in
And I start to feel alive again

I fear falling asleep at night
I fear discovering these nightmares
That creep into my mind
I fear falling asleep at night
I fear discovering these nightmares
I dream of drowning in the black
Just to feel something again