I've been trying so hard not to find you everywhere I go
But I'm running on about an hour of sleep
Running low, I better buy another drink
Full of memories, full of Hennessy
But I'm trying to let it all... (shh)
I've been trying so hard not to see you everywhere I look
But you're finding clever ways of running into me
Make me feel like the f*cking enemy
Out of empathy, full of enmity
But I'm trying to let it all go
I won't find another way out
I won't mind living a lie and saying goodbye some other time
Hold me back, hold me close
Father, Son, Holy Ghost
I'm alone, I'm alive
You're a thief in the night
Had another lucid dream, things aren't what they seem
Trying to shovel down a little ecstasy
Took some apathy accidentally
But I'm trying to let it all go
I won't find another way out
I won't pry the words from my mouth, I'm tumbling down
I can't lie, I'm having my doubts
I won't mind living a lie and saying goodbye some other time
I won't find another way out
I won't mind living a lie and saying goodbye some other time