Empty apartment room full of smoke
The end of a cigarette is full of hope
Empty bottles and empty coats
Mattress on the ground by the remote
Always snowing when I'm alone
Always away when I'm at home
Behind the mirror I found a clone
Inside of my self I found a ghost
Problems with keeping tabs
I got problems with what I had
Because I'm growing so much now
I'm losing what made me who I am
I haven't slept in four days
I'm O.T on O.T always
I'm seeing things when I'm awake
But I lucid dream when I lay
4 in the morning I'm still awake
Gotta check my phone don't know the date
Doesn't matter however I lay
I can never seem to drift away
Everywhere I go I end up late
Every time I leave I wish I stayed
Every time we part I feel alone
But when I'm with you I never feel home