Fantasize but never live
Receive nothing
Love I cannot give
My eyes could never be dried
My heart could never survive
My mind will always return to dream
To dream of painful memories
Lie forever till I die
In pain forever until tonight
And as I hold back
The scream
Holding back my terror
My head rips apart by the seams
Grim waiting ecstasy
My bride
Cold fingers
Certainty
My death to die
Lovely suicide
My death to die
Lovely suicide
Lovely suicide
My death to die
Lovely suicide
My die to die
All I fantasize
All I remember is I've forgotten
Is it December?
No it's still Autumn
Please give me rest from this world
Please embrace me with your coldest temperature
My death to die
Lovely suicide
My death to die
All I fantasize
My death to die
Lovely suicide
My death to die
All I fantasize
My death to die
My death to die
My death to die
My lovely suicide