stars dont come out in the daytime dumbass Video (MV)

I'm feelin' sick, I'm in my head
Been M.I.A., just stackin' bread
They paper checks, but that's still cool
At least the youngin' don't gotta sit up in school
Shit was hard, but same old times
Life's been f*cked up, it's the same thing with my mind
Ain't done no time but been locked up plenty of times
Like f*ck it, I'ma still shine
I gots to stay on my grind, bitch
Lungs pokin' out my chest from hella smoke
I need some f*ckin' rest, I'm tryna give you my best
Lil' mama, I'm hopin' that there's somethin' left
Don't want my past, f*ck that shit
Sometimes I just feel like slick
I'm chokin' off that f*ckin' nic
Every day I just wanna quit
A stranger to myself
Yeah, that's somethin' I can't help
If I play the cards that I was dealt
Could I put a trophy on my shelf
Probably not, I'd rather melt
But just grab some packs of shells
And smoke until I'm numb as hell
This world's so f*ckin' dumb as well