Head first I hit the ground
Steel beam without a sound
Screw loose, my mind it shakes
My memory left out of place
I, I won't, give in
To breaking down
My curse, my pride
To feel like
My world, will always be my world
And I'm humble
I wanna be humble
But it's like I'm always on repeat
Fear is taking hold of me
Complicated mental views
I feel the nausea pushing through
I, I won't, give in
To breaking down
My curse, my pride
To feel like
Like I'm always on repeat
Fear is taking hold of me
Complicated mental views
I feel the nausea pushing through
I fall down
Head first again
I fall down
Head first again