Lookout - Sticks Lyrics

Here we are again, why's this happening
All I ever really wanted was a happy end
And my mind is doing laps again
My anxiety is back again
And oh no no no no this no different
I smo-smo smoke a blunt to keep me lifted
All I know is co-co-co-co collision
'Cause lately shit just seem so vidvid and

I could tell you a million reasons why I hate myself
And I could confide in a bottle on the shelf

But I been tryna be more positive
And stick around I know I got a lot to give
Reminiscing on when I really loved to live
Everyone needs a little bit saving

Yeah, call me mr detective
My happiness hidden, wish I could detect it
All of this bullshit, wish I could perfect it
I know we aint golden, but I could protect it
And my legs start to shake
And my body vibrates
And my thoughts get so clouded
Indifferent
I have trouble tellin people how I feel
But I'm tryin' so hard so just listen

I could tell you a million reasons why I hate myself
And I could confide in a bottle on the shelf

But I been tryna be more positive
And stick around I know I got a lot to give
Reminiscing on when I really loved to live
Everyone needs a little bit saving