Lonnie Willis - downfall? Lyrics

On to better things, I got so much on my mind I can barely sleep
All this trauma on my body, I can barely breathe
She was leaving me behind and I could barely see
Guess it's all my fault that I was so naive Guess it's all my fault, I ain't believe those things
If they say it's a downfall, I don't know what that means
Never complained about my L, I always took the strong way
I can't live off talent, Lord knows that I came a long way
I can't leave a trace of feelings, so I keep a poker face
It's a battle all day, I be on my grind I don't have a off day
They too busy lying I know they off something, I'ma have it all, one day
Ain't no flexing for the camera, no I can't stand em
How you supposed to be about your business but can't stand on it
Ain't no living comfortably, you know that I demand more
I demand more, gotta be a man more I got so much in my bag and I ain't got a
Jansport on me, yeah this payment staying on me
Low key, I been working through it slowly I ain't busy tryna contemplate, I'm getting straight to it
On to better things I got so much on my mind, I can barely sleep
All this trauma on my body, I can barely breathe
She was leaving me behind and I could barely see
You guess it's all my fault that I was so naive
You guess it's all my fault I ain't believe those things
If they say it's a downfall, I don't know what that means
If they say it's a downfall, I don't know what that means
Gotta shake back, gotta get back, gotta shake back, gotta get back
Yeah it's automatic, they don't want no static, huh