Loni Lila - Naive Lyrics

I searched for the things
That I couldn't find
I reached for the stars
That left me behind
I tried to get high
But I couldn't fly
I looked out for love
That I didn't need
I followed the signs
That misled me
I tried to get high
But I couldn't fly
And I was so naive
To think that's the best for me
To find someone who is the lost part of me
So that I could live carefree
So naive
To think that I should be
Someone they saw in me
But what I couldn't see
That wasn't me
Not me
I wanted to leave
When I was chained
I wanted to fix
Instead I was pained
I tried to please all
But started to fall
To crumble and crawl
You should be curious
It's gonna be a surprise for you
I will act in that way you never expected me to do
Better you get used to it
Even if my heart aches
I've learned from my mistakes
And honestly as much as I hate to say
I am who I am today
Cause I was so naive
To think that's the best for me
To find someone who is the lost part of me
So that I could live carefree
So naive
To think that I should be
Someone they saw in me
But what I couldn't see
That wasn't me
Not me
Not me
Not me
So naive