The Longing - Everyone Leaves Eventually Lyrics

I've been tryna see things clearly
It's running through my brain
Everyone is leaving it's driving me insane
And I just wish that nothing changed
And I wish it stayed the same
But in my mind I know that'll never be the case
Cause everyone leaves eventually
Everyone sees the worst in me

I'll always reminisce on those days
Cause they are the ones I wouldn't change

I still drive past your house
When I roam around
Searching for some clarity
On why this means so much to me
Am I worried that I'll never be
As happy as I use to seem

It's just another reason why
I don't even want to be alive

Everything looks better in hindsight
Cause I can pick the moments that felt right