Lonely Revolver - Gambled Lyrics

Picked up the bottle to deal with my demons
Just to find out that they drink more than me
Gambled with drugs to repress all the feelings
I thought I could win but I lost everything
And you've got me right where you want me
Yeah you've got me right where you want me
The palm of your hand has comforted me
But you became brave you learned how to squeeze
And I cannot speak with this knot in my throat
So I take down another to guide me back home
My head's dull and dumb but I know that I'm fine
You tarnished yourself I found my peace of mind
I let you die and decide on a choice
To start a new life and escape from this noise
Because you couldn't be everything I dreamt up
And I shouldn't be yours
The grip in my hand just couldn't release
(Where did you go when you wasted all our time)
The negative ambience that I couldn't see
(Did you know I would not be here for life)
And you couldn't speak with my hands 'round your throat
(Where did you go when you wasted all our time)
To tell me I lost you that you found a new home
(Did you know I would not be here for life)
(Sweet sweet)