Lonely Enclave - I'm So Confused Lyrics

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
Thought I had a master plan, but I messed up the instructions again

Eight was great I used to think
But when I see her now, she makes my heart sink
An alto taken by a baritone
Or maybe it was a bass, but either way, I'm alone
Nothing left to say
For anybody, anybody
Anybody except for me

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
I thought I had it figured out
But when I look a little closer, got a couple doubts

Nine was fine in theory, sure
But when I see her now, she makes me insecure
Because I thought it would work if I worked up the courage
But she's got me tangled in a web
I'm so nervous
So much there to love
But she isn't who I'm dreaming, isn't who I'm dreaming
Isn't who I'm dreaming of

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
Thought I could keep it going a little longer
But I found myself wishing that my heart was stronger

Even if I pick one and I love her completely
There's nothing guaranteeing that she'll pick me
Well the eighth little one is only in my thoughts
And I thought nine was fine, but then maybe not
Clock is ticking fast
And I'll make the same mistakes, I'll make the same mistakes
I'll make the same mistakes I did in the past

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
Thought I could pick a girl and we'd be in love
But now I know it only hurt her, and she's had enough
I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
I thought I had a master plan
But I messed up the instructions again
Although I messed up the instructions again
But I messed up the instructions again