London Downs - Seat at the Table Lyrics

I've been thinking bout fear
The great equalizer
Paralyzed at the wheel
Thinking I'm a bad driver
And I've got a case of being late, but I'm still showing up
Call it fortune, call it fate, don't you dare call it luck
'Cause I'm terrified of leaving this up to you
All I know is that I'm learning not to be so cold
But you already know
All I want is a seat at the table
And your heart when you're able
'Cause I don't think I could do this on my own
Beyond my mind is a canvas
Free from rules and commandments
But I know that I can't paint it on my own
I've been thinking bout fame
The great tantalizer
Mark a place with my name
By being a great liar
'Cause I got millions of ears and I'm making a sound
In my head or on a page, but it's never aloud
'Cause I'm terrified of leaving this all for you
All I know is that I'm learning not to be so cold
But you already know
All I want is a seat at the table
And your heart when you're able
'Cause I don't think I could do this on my own
Behind my eyes, I can see it
A different world, I can feel it
But I know that I can't paint it on my own
All I know is that I'm learning not to be so cold
But you already know
All I want is a seat at the table
And your heart when you're able
'Cause I don't think I could do this on my own
Beyond my mind is a canvas
Free from rules and commandments
But I know that I can't paint it on my own