London Downs - Projections (Intro) Lyrics

I started asking myself if it was hard to be lovely
'Cause all that I know is you
I started asking myself if you could see that I'm lonely
But I can't tell you the truth
I started asking my dad if it was hard to keep living
'Cause sometimes it hurts like hell
I started asking my mom if it was hard to keep giving
'Cause she always hides it well
Projections light up my mind like an empty canvas
Filling the blank space with the limelight of cameras
Let's try to see this through
But projections aren't always what they seem to you
Oh, to you
Oh, to you
Turns out she wasn't what I was searching for
Just another wrong key to a locked door
But now I realize and see the truth is told
That you can't use the people you have to hold
As a solution to a problem that you can't describe
The pit inside your hollow chest the whole time
Was your head telling your heart to let it inside
But now I see, now my eyes are open
Although the truth is something I can't disclose yet
For some of these pages are still left wordless
And over time, my thoughts will begin to surface