Lola Kirke - If I Win Lyrics

By the time I get to thinking of you
I'm usually drunk and I'm lonely too
Drunk enough to think you think of me too
But not drunk enough to believe it's true

Like all good hunters I lie in wait
And try to avoid Cazador Street
I'm all too prepared for when we meet
I ain't hunting for you I'm hunting for me

IF I WIN
I KNOW I'LL LOSE
SO TRY NOT TO BELIEVE THESE BLUES
CAUSE THEY WON'T BE SOLVED
BY LOVING YOU
NO THEY WON'T BE SOLVED
BY LOVING YOU

I could take up the space that I been given
Or dream of the life we could be living
I dream of dreaming of simplicity
I dream of dreaming I don't care if you love me

Is it fun or disfunctional
To be taking care or not caring at all?
Will I ever stay when I hit that wall?
Will I ever love without having to fall?

IF I WIN
I KNOW I'LL LOSE
SO TRY NOT TO BELIEVE THESE BLUES
CAUSE THEY WON'T BE SOLVED
BY LOVING YOU
NO THEY WON'T BE SOLVED
BY LOVING YOU

I'm tired of thinking about love all the time
I'm tired of having you on my mind
There's so many ways I could spend my time
I'm done being crazy, done being blind

IF I WIN
I KNOW I'LL LOSE
SO TRY NOT TO BELIEVE THESE BLUES
CAUSE THEY WON'T BE SOLVED
BY LOVING YOU
NO THEY WON'T BE SOLVED
BY LOVING YOU