Autumn Leaves Video (MV)

Shit
Look
It's just too much on my mind
I need some time for me, you know
Cus, it's a lot for me and I just can't take it like that
I just don't wanna hurt you no more with that
Lately I ain't feeling nothing
And sorry if I'm hurtin you
But you know this ain't my intention
You want me to tell you the truth
But I've being honest since day one
I be the one you can lay on
But the fire that was burning in my heart just went out
And yeah nowadays I feel empty as hell
Can't even tell if I'm down or depressed
Cus I don't even know what I am feelin, even if I try I cannot be healing
But what's the point of a relation if I can't give you all the affection you need?
If you gotta prevent yourself from givin me all the love that you feel?
But you keep trying, and I can't blame you
But I don't deserve it
You're doin too much, you don't see through it
All this indifference you see in me
Represents the cold that is fillin my heart
I think I need time to focus on myself
To ease my soul and get a new start
F*ck it
I don't understand all my mind's phases
I know that's my fault but even through my thoughts I can't even find the reason
And baby I don't wanna hurt you, but I can't make you happy
You say you want my heart but it's so used, dirty and empty
Im sorry i can't give you what you ask for
Maybe I'm not the one cus you deserve more
Cus you're a good girl
With good intentions
You've got a good heart
That's full of passion
But I don't wanna hurt you no more
I guess we gotta split up cuz you wait for something more
But I'm stuck in my ways
Im stuck in my ways
Im stuck in my ways
Im tellin you that everything is okay, but that's a lie
Can't see it on my face, and that's a part
Of the things that I hide, things that I only let come out at night
Alone with my demons, overthinking all the time
Tryna find somewhere to hide
Easin the pain with that thing that kills me from inside
F*ck it
Used to feel the tears burning in my eyes, drippin on my face
Lotta pain up in my heart, i had no more space
Now I got a black hole, feel my heart turning black
I can't even get to cry cus I'm empty it's all dark
I know that it's hurting you
You tryna help me girl but I'm gettin away from you
And I'm sorry, but you don't deserve it
I know you tryna help me, but the problem is inside me
It's just too much on my mind
I need some time for me
Cus you're a good girl
With good intentions
You've got a good heart
That's full of passion
But I don't wanna hurt you no more
I guess we gotta split up cus you wait for something more
But I'm stuck in my ways
Shit
I'm sorry