Lode$tar - Mixed Drinks, Mixed Emotions Lyrics

I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping
I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping

I been overthinking
How I'm living is straight sinning
Phone is ringing, superstition
Paranoia's intuition
Losing vision
Ruined mission
Might just suicide tonight
Drank all of the bottle
Someone take my keys
Before I drive
Aquafina Molly Water
Rolling out my mind
Young Latina fine
She's a diamond, ain't no dime
La princesa es una gem
Moon Sign Gemini
Says she loves how the sun reflects green off my brown eyes
We been smoking dope
Seeing red, enjoy the high
But my head disclosed
I can't get outside my mind
Can't you see my signs?
Quiet as a mime
Suffering in silence, that's just every night

I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping
I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping

She only loves me when she's f*cked up
Shit's got me f*cked up
She only love me when she's f*cked up
Got me f*cked up
She's got me f*cked up
All the way f*cked up
Mixed drinks, mixed emotions all up in my cup

Today would've been 3 months sober, but I just couldn't cope
Blue, pink, orange, and purple pills, just give me the full rainbow
I'm feeling black and white, at an all-time low, oh
Hiding emotion, dressed in camo
Yea, yeah, you can't see me
Like my name John Cena
Shots of Sangria
Swish, Gilbert Arenas
Lode$tar Agent 0
Drinks up, pour some, Moe...
I thought she was on go
Now I don't even know

I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping
I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping

She says she need drugs
Baby, I'll be your drug
Just can't get enough
I might overdose on love
She says she need drugs
Baby, I'll be your drug
Just can't get enough
I might overdose on love, Love

I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping
I've been thinking
Overthinking
Get to drinking
Room is spinning
I won't give in
No pain's killed when
My heart's sinking
So I'm sipping

She only loves me when she's f*cked up
Shit's got me f*cked up
She only love me when she's f*cked up
Got me f*cked up
She's got me f*cked up
All the way f*cked up
Mixed drinks, mixed emotions all up in my cup