30 (feat. Zero) Video (MV)

Scared to be
Who I might become
Not meant to be a monster
My times not up
Wanna be the best
For more than myself
Got a lease on life
That I can not sell

Wanna be more than
What could've been
Shit ain't easy
Just hope to win

Years of blood sweat tears and grief
Contemplate everyday I breathe

Don't wanna fail on the people I love
Maybe my light shines
When I turn to dust

Maybe it's not true
Hope this ain't the end
Didn't fully f*ck up
My life just yet

Action packed
This is a new thriller
Throw me in a crowd
So I can eat dinner

I'm getting older
Reached some goals and dreams
Hope this is the start
Not me at my peak
If I reach this age
And I'm not at my best
When I'm just a memory
You'll become obsessed

Scared to be normal
Scared of no career
Don't wanna be a failure
That shit feels weird
Wanna be a king
For the love of my life
Wanna be a star
Till the day I die

I took an oath
Stayed way too focused
Now all I know
Is a plan close to broken

Thought this was it
Then I made some moves
Scared to be alone
Hope the search is through

Nothing felt this good
Now I want forever
I need the version of me that's better

Slept on me
For a goddamn meme
One hit wonders
Tone deaf feeds

Action packed
This is a new thriller
Throw me in a crowd
So I can eat dinner

I'm getting older
Reached some goals and dreams
Hope this is the start
Not me at my peak
If I reach this age
And I'm not at my best
When I'm just a memory
You'll become obsessed

Living in my head is what's killing me
Demons of my past won't let me be
Ripped apart my mind just to follow dreams
Tie the noose up come watch me swing

I'm Falling apart
Come watch me swing

Action packed
This is a new thriller
Throw me in a crowd
So I can eat dinner

I'm getting older
Reached some goals and dreams
Hope this is the start
Not me at my peak
If I reach this age
And I'm not at my best
When I'm just a memory
You'll become obsessed

Scared to be normal
Scared of no career
Don't wanna be a failure
That shit feels weird