LNS Masu - Mental. Lyrics

I just had to find me a flow
They say I don't sound like my own
I wanna be different in life
Don't wanna be all the same shows
This copy shit it gotta go
If I wanna stack up the dough
I'm back on the Raris and spliffs
Now soon I'll be out doin shows
Cuz in life all you got is yourself
People don't really care bout your health
And I had to keep my circle small
I can never let nobody else
And I've been LNS from the start
I remember when I got the thought
I was 6 when I started my dream
And I knew that I had to take off
And I never was into them sports
And these women thought I was a joke
And I look and see nothing's changed
I feel lonely and lost of the sorts
But I can't give up on my dreams
I gotta go build up my team
If my friends aren't supporting my shit
Gotta get me some fans for the streams
Depression is takin me over
The drugs in my head make me slower
And I wish that I could speak my mind
Got my eyes on a girl she don't know
So I'm putting my message in songs
And I hope that they start to catch on
And I hope that she gettin my hints
I just want em to all tag along
And I'm losin my focus tonight
The Activis mixed with the sprite
And I need me some Perkys to numb
Kinda hope that they ending my life
But I say that its gon' be aight
But I stay awake every night
You can see all the pain in my eyes
Say I'm fine but they know it's a lie
So this tape is just me and my life
I'll explain and I'll give you advice
And I feel like I'm wasting away
I feel like I'm losing my time
All I need is the love to survive
But my body it shivers in fright
Go to sleep hope I never wake up
If I do hope that I see the light