What's the point in making effort
When so much is left undone
The pain in my side a reminder
And the mania becomes
Conflicting ideas
Confusion
From actuality
Current state
Self-sustaining
Concrete illusions
It cannot stop
It cannot stop
Fictional scenarios
Rising above certainty
Chipping away at yourself
For false future plans
Façade of stress
Encapsulates
To push away, self create, absolve
Deep breathing only restrains
What's left of relief
It all continues
Consuming self plague
Deterring all
Till you're by yourself
The cost is bullshit
Eating away at the falsehood of youth
Self-sustaining
Concrete illusions
It cannot stop
It cannot stop