When I still hate myself tomorrow
Will you learn that I cannot change?
All of my harmful ideation
Was meant to push your love away
I think you know that I resent you
That's not your fault, but it won't stop
Don't lie to me, you know I'll hurt you
Say what you feel, not what I want
I hope you know that I still love you
That doesn't mean I want to stay
My heart's across the ocean
And you're still caught up in the waves
A year of wasted good intentions
A year of such wasted progress
A year of misplaced infatuation
Destroyed all of my success
How easy would it be to leave me?
You have friends and a place to stay
You could always swim so very well
Till you let your lungs fill with water
Filled them up instead with stale smoke
And what exactly did that fix?
Took drugs to solve all of our problems
Now I can't catch a break from it
I hope you know that I still love you
That doesn't mean I want to stay
My heart's across the ocean
And you're still caught up in the waves
A year of wasted good intentions
A year of such wasted progress
A year of misplaced infatuation
Destroyed all of my success
I'm no scuba diver
I'm no scuba diver
I'm no scuba diver
I'm no scuba diver
I hope you know that I still love you
That doesn't mean I want to stay
My heart's across the ocean
And you're still caught up in the waves
A year of wasted good intentions
A year of such wasted progress
A year of misplaced infatuation
Destroyed all of my success
I hope you know that I still love you
That doesn't mean I want to stay
My heart's across the ocean
And you're still caught up in the waves
A year of wasted good intentions
A year of such wasted progress
A year of misplaced infatuation
Destroyed all of my success