The thing is I don't really want it
But I really do
The thing is I don't give a shit
But the thing is I kinda do
I tell myself it doesn't matter
But it actually does
I should have bought the shoes
The days go by things slip away
If only we could pretend
If things had gone like we intend
Why do I have to pay
I tell myself it doesn't matter
But I don't have a say
I should have bought the bag
Never thought I would feel this way
But I do
I had big plans
That never went as planned
So very sad
But full of hope
Full of hope never giving up
Full of grace
In the very best place
I should have had the cake
Should have bought the shoes
Should have had some cake
Should have bought the bag
Should have never have
Should have never had
I should have bought the god damned shoes