After those times you made a mess, you always felt bad about what you did
Now I don't wanna not lock the trash can lid
I keep on waiting to wake up to a world you never left
I'd give anything for your head on my shoulder again
Feeling lost without my best friend
You were always the good one at directions
And I wanted you forever as my friend
Canadian wild one, don't think I'll ever forget
The way your ears perked up when you were curious
Now it's more than a little too quiet in my room
I'll carry on the little habits that I made for you
Together almost always, now so alone
Infinitely sadder than I've ever known
I wanted you forever as my friend
Now who will walk with me
Who will love me
Who will follow me around the house and never judge me
Who will guard the home
Who will bark out warnings
Who will hop into my bed every morning
Who will walk away when I say don't beg
I wanted you forever as my friend
There's still a bone in the backyard, only you know where it is
Now everybody's telling me about how you were perfect
Now I wanna know the reason for death or is it random
Feels like I'm thirteen, thirsty for answers
But you were thirteen, and I am older
And I'm lucky that I ever got to know you
But I wanted you forever as my friend
I wanted you forever as my friend