RestlessInterlude Video (MV)

I'm at a party and thinking I probably shouldn't be
I miss the days at a desk I'm not who I used to be
What overbearing and overthinking will do to me
Attending to my funeral reading my own eulogy
Like is this over and should I call it a wrap
Used to pat me on the shoulders in light of accomplished acts
Nowadays I'm just glued to my bed sheets
And my room just gets more messy
And a shadow of a doubt is turning to a colossus
Don't see anybody because I'm busy with all this
I just wanna tell all my homies I'm doing fine
And my family that we'll be in a mansion in due time
But I can't muster up the energy to mutter words
Or write them
My sins, I indict them
Praying to repent cuz that's also been a burden on my brain
'Cause the lord is looking down at me feeling about the same
So forgive me
Yeah forgive me
And to my sister and my mom I know you miss me
I know I'm never at the house like I should be
But I'm just trynna get us all to where we could be
Dreaming a dream that's way bigger you told me to go for it
Take my homies out the neighborhood traveling on tour
And to my girl Ima give her the world
What else could I do?
Restless interlude

I been restless
Carry burdens on my shoulders till I'm headless
These days holidays ain't festive
And the wind in the air seems breathless
And the leaves in the trees seem tasteless
And beneath all you see is still faithless
Carry decks in my pockets all faceless
All my tears falling down on my laces