It was cold before you came
It stayed cold when you were there
All this gold in your heart seemed to fade away
And whatever I wrote it was not enough
Whatever I showed it was too rough
Now I'm colder, now I'm older, now I'm sober but
I'm still having this repeating dream
We're at the same spot where we used to be
Where you told me you just wanted to be free
Maybe you did not get the best in me
And maybe I'm not the one you need
But I never, never wanted you to leave ohh
I can't take this much on my shoulders
And I don't want us to be temporary
But still
You are my hearts lovely holder
I only want you to be my sanctuary
It was cold before you came
It stayed cold when you were there
Now I'm alone and I got nothing left to share
And whatever I told you that I love you
Whenever I hid the things I went through
I built a rift like napoleon in waterloo
I'm still having this repeating dream
We're at the same spot where we used to be
Where you told me you just wanted to be free
Maybe you did not get the best in me
And maybe I'm not the one you need
But I never, never wanted you to leave ohh
I can't take this much on my shoulders
And I don't want us to be temporary
But still
You are my hearts lovely holder
I only want you to be my sanctuary