Runaway Video (MV)

I gave you my heart but it wasn't enough
Cuz I had faith in you, faith in me and us
But now I'm keeping my hands to my body
Better get used to me dancing alone
Dancing alone at the party
It's dark inside
Dark within my broken mind
I keep searching for my soul, but sanity is hard to find
Cutting up thick lines with a knife
Smoking out the pipe, I'm alone this time
Won't leave my room, too much light outside
Live a life with lies, overdose can't die
I isolate, habit hard to break
Get my heart to break, fall apart the same
I bogart the game, because I want the fame
Cuz I came from nothing, I rap in shame
And I'm feeling like a motherf*cking failure
I can't do right, everything I f*ck up
Then i get f*cked up I can't break the cycle
Designer scars finished in blood
And I'm pimp strut walking and I like to flex
Proud of these diamonds around my neck
But I can't buy love with a hundred grand check
And I can't feel nothing with the gang I repped
Yeah that ain't no set, I feel like dying
Inside life decisions crying
Long nights sitting up wondering why
Like what the f*ck I do this time?
Everybody saying that I'm nothing
Thank God I had something to keep me going
I'm just wishing I could overdose cuz my life is finally over
Growing older, life goes silent
I can't rid my mind violence
I'm still crying from the fact I can't get lost inside, I'm dying
I gave you my heart but it wasn't enough
Cuz I had faith in you, faith in me and us
But now I'm keeping my hands to my body
Better get used to me dancing alone
Dancing alone at the party
Goddamn, f*ck everything
My mind spiraling insane
These razor blades these razor blades
Straight to my heart, it's all a game
Wanna slit my wrist but I can't bleed
Huffing paint but I can't breathe
Opened doors that I can't see
Took a leap of faith out of arms reach
I suffocate in my bed
Thinking bout how I'm better off dead
Fill my body up with lead
I don't care get rid of my head
And I'm knowing that no motherf*cker cared about my individual
Heart's a missile, that's an issue
Need a tissue, turn me into
Something that I wasn't meant, I been through
Too much, to give all these f*cks
I'm stuck, coming from the motherf*cking downers
Oh f*ck, oh lord help me, good luck
How I came up, everybody f*cking talk tough
I don't give a f*ck dont let me live
I have nothing more to give
My whole life's been filled with sin
May my soul hold up your chin
When I'm gone, carry on
Let me live within my songs
It's been like this all along
Road too long, life too long
Lost my strength, need my direction
To me you know you've been a blessing
Damn I loved you, should've told you
Oh well, f*ck this that's been over damn
I gave you my heart but it wasn't enough
Cuz I had faith in you, faith in me and us
But now I'm keeping my hands to my body
Better get used to me dancing alone
Dancing alone at the party