lilspaceykid - why do i keep wasteing my time Lyrics

You told me that you wanted a break from me then two weeks later you moved on with someone else it hurted me a lot, so I know that you didn't give a damn about me I wish I hadn't got with you and i put the blame on you
I'm not the same anymore all I wanted was to fall in love but screw that got my heart broken everywhere I go i feel like i got anxiety i try to be myself again but I don't feel like myself
And I hated when you weren't mine anymore i cried myself to sleep every night I don't know why but I keep having you in my dreams but you brought the worst out of me
And that was the last time that I ever saw you you used to tell me that you love me but I guess you never did
I don't know why I keep trying if I know I'm goona get hurt again so why do I keep wasting my time if I know that she's goona break my heart and I miss being myself again you ripped out my heart and you didn't even care
So, I hate that I trusted you and I hated for believing you that you wouldn't hurt me and I thought that i found one, but it turns out that you're not the one and I keep telling myself that I will never find love again
What messed me up was what you said to me I want all this pain to go away it hurted me a lot when you left me I'm such a fool for falling in love but the memories keep hunting me and I never wanna get back with you
And I don't ever wanna see you
You told me that you wanted a break from me then two weeks later you moved on with someone else it hurted me a lot, so I know that you didn't give a damn about me I wish I hadn't got with you and I put the blame on you
I'm not the same anymore all I wanted was to fall in love.