lilspaceykid - so why did i try Lyrics

When I lost you that's when everything changed, I started feeling things that I never felt before and I tell myself maybe this feeling will go away I try to act like I wasn't hurting no one knows the pain that I'm going through.
When you walked out of my life it wasn't easy forgetting about you cause everything reminded me of you there be days that I just broke down and it's been hard on me,
But I guess you can't see that and I Wanna erase all these memories inside of my head I can't take it anymore.
The more that I think of you the more that it puts me down why couldn't you just have stayed with me.
And now that your gone I'm all alone again I try to move on with my life, but I just can't.
But even when I missed you didn't even care so why did I try getting back with you if I knew that you would probably hurt me again.
And I hated feeling down all the time you didn't notice that I was the only person who ever cared for you no matter how many times I tried to forget everything from the past I can still remember all of it I wish I never hadn't cause it puts me in a bad place you don't know how I'm feeling.
I've been going through stuff that I can't explain, and I've been suffering through a lot but it's like I can't get this feeling out of me why couldn't you just have stayed with me and now that your gone I'm all alone again I try to move on with my life, but I just can't.
When I lost you that's when everything changed, I started feeling things that I never felt before and I tell myself Maybe this feeling will go away I try to act like I wasn't hurting no one knows the pain that I'm going through.
When you walked out of my life it wasn't easy forgetting about you.