Lilmessiah - Lonely Child Lyrics

Mike Bren
Oh, ooh, oh, woah
Oh, ooh, oh, ah, aah, ah
Oh, ooh, oh, ah
Starin' out my window yea
Thug n***** cry in case you didn't know yea
They don't know my pain and where I Been so yea
Hard for to vent, you ain't my friend so yea
Just tell me how can I lose, when all my life I ain't had nun' it made my soul tight
Can't walk inside my shoes, I had it hard we seen some cold nights
Love turn into pain and I just thought I'd let em know
I'm still tryna maintain I guarantee it I won't fold
I been takin these drugs to help my pain, I hate how twan died
I try my best to lift em up even tho my arms tired
Ain't seen my daddy in a minute but I'm alright
Them demons ride me in my sleep I been up all night
This blood got my vision blurry
Rushin' I been in a hurry
Tryna find a way up out it
Know I made my grandma worry
And I don't know my purpose yet I need some soul searching'
And I know one day its gon' pay off so I'm forever workin'
They run to me with all they issues, no one seem to care for mine
I fight with Koop like I don't need her, when I leave she on my mind
And I just don't know how to feel, just know I'm tired of wastin' time
I told my mama pray for me I'm having dreams about me dyin'
I'm just a lonely child
Who need someone to hold him down, oh, ah, ah
Just take this pain away, my pain away
This s*** gon drive a n**** wild
I miss that n**** nuski, It's crazy how they did lil' ruski
That's why I grip this tooly, get paranoid and im gon' use it
They probably think I'm stupid, not even knowin' I peeped they movements
I grew up way too early, by real killers I'm influenced
Been livin' on my own
At 15 I my left home
Markia did me wrong, that b**** was fakin' all along
Hope aj know I love him, no matter whats been goin on
My sister quaeliana, ain't seen my baby in so long
Ayana and Mariah, for them I'll set the world on fire
Kylell my only brother, he by himself I know he tired
My auntie fightin' cancer, she ain't been home it's been a while
My cousin fightin' cases, I pray to god he beat his trial
Sometimes I feel neglected, you disrespect me imma' check it
I don't need protection, this 30 round gon be respected
I ain't learned my lesson, the police takin all my weapons
Probation got me stressing, like they come first and family second
I wish that all the ones I love can walk with me on down this road
Cause I'm too scared to let em go
It seem like yesterday I was a little boy and now I'm grown
I don't know where this time been goin
I'm just a lonely child
Who want someone to hold him down, oh, ah, ah
Take this pain away, my pain away
This s*** gon drive a n**** wild, oh, ah, ah
I'm just a lonely child
I need somebody who gon hold me down, oh, oh, ah, ah
Take this pain away, my pain away
This s*** gon drive a n**** wild
Oh, oh why
I need to know if I'm just wastin' my time
They say they love me and I know that that lyin'
Don't get too close to me I'm slinging this iron
We gon rock out with that