Lil Yoru - Painful Cure (feat. Yung Vampir) Lyrics

I've always felt so insecure
About myself then I found a cure
But it keeps on getting worse
Now I can barely write a verse
My brain is slowing down
From the drugs inside my system
I hear voices all around
I swear I've been tryna quit them
I see the legends dropping
Falling like flies
I see brothers f*cking up
Their whole lives
I need controll now
Before I fall to these lies
See Vamp$quad before me
Don't wanna leave the guys
I see the legends dropping
Falling like flies
I see brothers f*cking up
Their whole lives
I need controll now
Before I fall to these lies
See Vamp$quad before me
Don't wanna leave the guys
Painful echoed cries
Tears up in my eyes
Pop another trammie
All my feelings turn disguised
Smoke flows through my lungs
Demons speak in tongues
The floor is full of crumbs
From all the f*cking munch
They tell me I should stop
I know my mind is all f*cked up
But I don't wanna quit now
Don't wanna quit now
Cocaine on the table
That I'm boutta f*ckin chop
You don't have to tell that
I won't end up on top
I know what I do isn't good for myself
When I nod off high, in my room by myself
Wrist keeps bleeding I like to feel the pain
Because in the end pain to leads to change