Lil Xtra - Delores Lyrics

Back in the day
I had nothing to say but I believe that you been leaning on leaving running away
And I know that it hurts
But that's not gonna work
I know the feeling of fleeing demons
But they always return
I've been running since was youngin
You know I've been tryna grow some other way
I Lost my health and my wealth
I'm still dreaming of leaving this world every goddamn day
Cause I can't do anything without feeling like I'm right on the verge of collapse
Tryna stay sane but I'm always in pain what a shame that the good times came and passed so

Please don't say that there's something inside you
I don't want to hang, no I don't really like you
But I wouldn't say that I'm nothing like you
It's all the same we're all the same
I'm all that's left and you know best
So tell me how I'll f*ck up next
We'll hold this sadness in our chest
Like every time
I hate this

You were the last one to know
Now That you're all alone
But I believe I hear you breathing there on your side of the phone
And I know he's a jerk
And you're tired from work
Wish I could say it's okay but honestly I'm not sure
I'm Isolating staying patient coming out the basement on my own
Seperated by the decimation of the life I called called my home
Leave me be just let me f*cking bleed my heart out on the stones
Dedicated to the deprivation can't wait to die alone so

Please don't say there's something inside you
I don't want to hang, no I don't really like you
But I wouldn't say that I'm nothing like you
It's all the same we're all the same
I'm all that's left and you know best
So tell me how I'll f*ck up next
AWe'll hold this sadness in our chest
Like every time
I hate this

And please don't say that you hate being lied to
I don't want to date, no I don't even like you
But I wouldn't say that I'm nothing like you
It hurts the same If we go or stay