Lil Xtra - Bitter Lyrics

Take me as I am or
Leave me as you found me
I'm too numb to feel
Anyone that's around me
Dying inside but
But I say that it's nothing
Run it up my arm
Just to try to feel something

Leave me where I am or
Take me to a new home
I don't understand what
You did with my old one
They say time heals
And then they say nothing
Of the joy that it steals
And the new pain coming

Because it's coming for me
And it's coming for you
So we try not to think
About it but we do
So I'm sad all the time
Maybe you can relate
When everything that i Iove
Is everything that you hate
And we can't really run
So we numb it a bit
But it's still gonna come
For all of us in the end
And so nobody cares
If your life has been smashed
Time could never repair
And it never comes back

And I'm so f*cking bitter

I guess that I'm alive but
I'm feeling pretty dead
Never gonna run again
Never getting out of bed
The sun is outside
Wouldn't that be something?
Take another hit
I just want to feel nothing

Take her to the moon
Keep moving on without me
I don't want to know
What you think if it's about me
We're dying inside
When the finally told us
That our new dreams die
And the old ones haunt us

Because it's coming for me
And it's coming for you
So we try not to think
About it but we do
So I'm sad all the time
Maybe you can relate
When everything that i Iove
Is everything that you hate
And we can't really run
So we numb it a bit
But it's still gonna come
For all of us in the end
And so nobody cares
If your life has been smashed
Time could never repair
And it never comes back

And I'm so F*cking bitter