Lil Xtra - Apathetic Lyrics

You said
I can't
Believe that you would really say that
I know
It hurts
You want pretty lies but they're just words
I hope
You know
I'm trying even if it don't show
You were
The best curse
That I ever could have asked for
I've been breathing since 1995
But I've only been feeling since you arrived
Oh my how the f*cking time flies
When you hate everything and you're bored with life
And now I'm bored with spite
I don't really hate you I just hate the lies
When the time comes gotta pay the price
And I Always knew you would cut me down to size

I don't care I don't care
That you said you would stay then you weren't there
I don't care I don't care
Now I got a little clout that I won't share
I don't care I don't care
That I feel a little worse than my best years
I don't care don't care
I don't give a f*ck when the check clears

I know
I'm wrong
Never let bygones be bygones
Okay
Its alright
I know I never care at the right times
Always
I know
You're never gonna be at my show
All good
That's fair
There's really no point cause you don't care
Check me on your tv screen
I don't want to be rude but I think i'm gonna be 'cause
All I ever really wanted to be was
Happy with a mouth that keeps shut
But now I'm getting paid to speak up
Quick With the similes can't keep up
I Hit a couple g's then I re-up
Got Everything that I need in my prenup

It's whatever