I was in a good place, smile plastered on my face
Drunk texts that's cliche, but after yours I need space
I am so in love with you, god I swear I'm done with you
Can't move on, you're making it hard
Next to your body, I keep up my guard now
Oh, can't let my guard down, you're making my heart loud
Harder to start now, I put all my cards down
Cards down, ace up, mind race and my face flush
Diamond ring, I won't chase love
Got my heart on a spade like a hate club
I've been trodden on, needed to cope
Doesn't mean that I got nothing to hope
I must be lost, my mind is my home
Spinning around like a point on a globe
All these lame rappers be laughing
I don't take shit, I just don't know what happened
You're my purpose, drive me to madness
We were perfect, I couldn't imagine
Now I got status falling
Back on my bad shit calling
Turning to rap it solving
Try to get past the parting
Maybe I'm new to balling, but I've always been a baller
Tryna quit respondin', tough when I want it
I've been woke late, trying to get my hopes straight
Knowing I'll be okay, but still my head it rotates
Give my mind a showcase, trying not to show pain
You a drug like cocaine
And now you got my soul stained
Oh, what was it all for, what did I fall for
Tryna stand up, but you got me on all fours
Scan my phone, kinda wanted you to call more
Now I need a break and I don't know what you call for
Heart on a stake, need to pitch up a tent
Play with my feelings, I'm playing pretend
Bit of a mess, I'm getting obsessed
Play with my feelings, then do it again
I lied, I'm not fine
Hard to let go of the things in my mind
Gotta move on, set it aside
But I can't without you by my side
When I said you're the world, I meant every single word
You're the best, you're the girl given me more than deserved
Been at my worst, you have been there
I was in a good place, smile plastered on my face
Drunk texts that's cliche, but after yours I need space
I am so in love with you, god I swear I'm done with you
Can't move on, you're making it hard
Next to your body, I keep up my guard now