Alive Video (MV)

I'm still alive, so I guess my heart didn't break
I still see you every time before I'm awake
I just tell myself to go back to sleep
This ain't the place that I wanna be
I don't got it figured out, I'm just a wannabe
Wish I could see the difference if it was you and me
You said you hate me, but you love me like there's two of me
Didn't know I could do ugly so beautifully
I write it down with these lyrics, hoping you would see
'Cause you'll prolly never hear 'em 'till I rest in peace
They say life is amazing with a recipe
But you're the missing ingredient to make it all complete
To make it all complete
To make it all complete
Girl, I know we ain't alright
Every week or two we fight
It take time for trust to replenish
You want love, you gotta stay in it
And I know I ain't that bright
But damn you bring that shit to light
And I feel, I feel like I need you in my life
It's like you stole my soul inside
I can't stand to think that we finished
Without you I turn to a menace
And I drown in my thoughts at night
I get angry when I write
And I feel, I feel, I feel
Nowadays I feel like a ghost
Like I just can't be observed
I sing 'till I cry
But I still ain't being heard
People trip about bullshit, so I watch my words
If this is a street contest, swear I be smarter than nerds
I'm still alive, so I guess my heart didn't break
I still see you every time before I'm awake
I just tell myself to go back to sleep
This ain't the place that I wanna be
I don't got it figured out, I'm just a wannabe
Wish I could see the difference if it was you and me
You said you hate me, but you love me like there's two of me
Didn't know I could do ugly so beautifully
I write it down with these lyrics, hoping you would see
'Cause you'll prolly never hear 'em 'till I rest in peace
They say life is amazing with a recipe
But you're the missing ingredient to make it all complete
To make it all complete
To make it all complete