LIL SHADES - Everyday Is a New Day Lyrics

I'm such a lonely boy, wake up, brush my teeth, and then go back to bed
Shit, I ain't tired, but my mom says I need to go to bed, I feel it in my lungs
I feel it in my veins, so I run, so I run
I told myself one day I'm finna make it, I'm gonna make it

I promised to these kids that I'ma make it, and I'll change it
I don't care what they say, cause it's me versus you
Cause I'm a lonely boy, my heart been broken like a lonely f*cking toy
That's why these teddy bears are filling my bed

Bitch, I hate myself and I wanna die, but don't ask me why
Yeah, I'm getting bored of all this same shit
Shit, I need to change it
My life be mean and grown-ass, but I hate it, so I fake it

My hair is getting boring, so I might change it
I might just go to f*cking Tesco, might just claim it
I bought a meal deal yesterday, it was lit
I'll buy it again today, cause I'm rich

Bought my paycheck from this bitch, and she's lit
So I'm kinda rich today
I sold my kidney like yesterday, cause I'm rich
Now I'm getting rich today, like it's lit

Got money counting up in a day, so it's lit
I'm sweeping all the floors today
Kinda feel lower, but it's slower
I feel the loneliness creeping on my shoulder

But I don't see shit, so I might just change it
Because my life is kinda boring, so I fake it
Cause I'm a lonely boy
My heart been broken like a lonely f*cking toy

These teddy bears are filling my bed
Bitch, I hate myself, and I wanna die
But don't ask me why
Cause I'm a lonely boy

A lonely, lonely boy
With no toys
A girl who cares what they say
Because one day I'ma make a change until I cry

But one day it might
So I'm alive
I'm alive