Yeah I don't know what to do anymore
I get no sleep
Yeah ay
Dead or alive
I don't know what to do anymore
I get no sleep, living in paranoia so I take these pills to stay awake
Wondering if I will live to see another day, yeah
Even though I cannot play
Because I don't know if they want me dead or alive, yeah
Man every day is a struggle
I remember my ex and I used to snuggle, yeah, yeah
Every day is a new day
I've been trying to have a good day, yeah
I can never be the same once I'm dead, yeah you heard what I said ,Yea ,ay
I can never be the same, yeah
I might as well die
Because I don't have time to decide, yeah
I don't wanna die as a legend
I wanna die knowing that I helped everybody else in my life
You already know that ay, ay, yeah, ay
I am not playing no games
You already know that, yeah
If your really know me
I take all these chances
I take a leap of faith, yeah
I can never be too late, yeah
I asked myself should I quit now
Everybody is wondering how
I can't let this be in my head
I can't let this be my end
I can't give up hopes and dreams
Letting out eternal screams
I wish that you was here
Thoughts going through my head
Feels like I cannot hear
How is it to be dead
Feelings bottled up, holding on to them
Must be let go, friends cannot know
Came all sober, left a loner
Look around, no one En Route
No one En route
No one En Route
No one En Route
No one En Route