Yeah, disloyalty, I see it in nem It's like a demon in nem
When I used to think about my future, planned on being with em
If we starved together, you know I'm eating with him
That's just how I am But if you slime me out, I get odd, I ain't nun like dem
When that pressure get applied, they get a shootin
And I ain't talkin' bout rims Snake me, know the chances slim
Not even if I'm sitting still Not even if I'm off the pill
I get sober when it's drills miss my bro, yeah, I just hold him
When I'm sober, shit get real Every time I pour, none less than foes
But later on, I need my pills Bae, I just want you to feel me
When I say I don't wanna feel Lil bro, tryna get a kill
Just drop the tape, he don't want no deal Yeah, i can peep just how you lookin' at it
They wanna know just how I'm sad And I be lookin' happy
They wanna know how I got cash And why they music sound like trash
Ain't got no words, but if I had to Still can't cause I be lookin' past you
In my own lane, it feel like I'm in a fast one
Probably fumbled a few loyal hoes Cause I was just tryna smash em
I done fumbled hella bags And I been through hell and back
Used to try to flex my racks Now I'm just tryna stash em
Had drugs and guns, in Sonya shit She ain't even know I had em
She ain't paid for no weed since Loads comin' in, come grab em
My young niggas spin for me Cause you know the roads and reverse I had em
They ain't show me no sympathy So when they stepped on, I don't feel bad for them
I be thinkin' bout murders every day I don't know if this normal
Once I'm on that, that's forever It ain't no keepin' cordial
Too addicted to these drugs, I wish I couldn't afford em
He knew he was gon' be great Even when they ain't support him