I hate myself more than you'd ever know, so I wanna die but I wanna take it slow
I hate myself more than you'd ever know, so I wanna die but I wanna take it slow
Yea I hate myself more than you'd ever know, hate my life I wanna die so Ima cry
I wanna go Ima die I hate these lies baby I've been feeling low, baby how you feeling though
I just want you in my life I just want you by my side, Maybe you're not down tonight
I thought you was down to ride you don't want to feel my pain
Lately I've been Getting high lost inside my f*cking brain I don't want to miss my flight baby
I might lose my mind yea
I hate myself more than you'd ever know, so I wanna die but I wanna take it slow
I hate myself more than you'd ever know, so I wanna die but I wanna take it slow
I hate my life yea I really do, when I think of pain girl I, I think of you
I hate my life yea I really do, when I think of hate I see myself staring through
Oh my god, I'm my own worst enemy, lying to myself
And I thought I was a friend to me, I'm the one supplying my body with these drugs
I'm the one shutting myself off to your love, I'm the one causing all these problems for myself
I think I need help now I know I need help, but stay away, for I can not be saved
I fade away when the bullet hits my brain, I can't erase
This feeling that I hate, the awful taste, of living in this place
I hate myself more than you'd ever know, so I wanna die but I wanna take it slow
I hate myself more than you'd ever know, so I wanna die but I wanna take it slow
I hate myself more than you'd ever know, so I wanna die but I wanna take it slow