LIL Pink - Inside the Mind of a Killer Lyrics

I don't know why im the way that i am
Or why i do the things that i do
I guess i just want people to feel worse then i do
And i just don't know why i buy the things i do
Like i don't particularly like wearing jewelry
I just like to partake in the foolery
I rather wear your blood and your teeth on a nice little necklace

Oh im back with the same old flow
And im still with the same old ho
Lately I've been feeling stuck in my old ways
Feeling like i wanna strangle myself with my shoe strang
I just got all this success and it dont mean a mother f*cking thang to me
My life is going so right and i have so much
But i'm still depressed
And i'm hard to impress
Its getting to the point where its hard to dress myself in the morning
And have family address me by a name i hate
And i just can't tolerate it any longer
But what can i do i could take my life
But i'd be hurting people in the process but id be lying if i said i cared

Unless you spend a day wearing my shoes
And get used and abused like me
You'll never truly understand me
Or a single thing i do
And my mind is clouded with all this hate
And why my feelings are hidden by a fake smile
But people won't go the extra mile to look into my eyes
And see the pain that's lurking inside

I just got all this success and it dont mean a mother f*cking thang to me
My life is going so right and i have so much
But i'm still depressed
And i'm hard to impress
Its getting to the point where its hard to dress myself in the morning
And have family address me by a name i hate
And i just can't tolerate it any longer
But what can i do i could take my life
But i'd be hurting people in the process but id be lying if i said i cared