I was just on the mend (oh)
Now I have to play pretend (yeah yeah yeah)
When will all of this end (oh)
Sick of living this all over again
I don't recommend (oh)
All the pain that the devils (yeah yeah yeah)
When will all of this end (oh)
Sick of living this all over again
Fallen deep
I've fallen deep (oh oh)
Trying pick myself back up from the darkness (yeah)
No sleep, I've got no sleep
Trying to work out if the devil made me a target
Mistakes mistakes
I carry them with me (yeah yeah)
I can't bear this pain no grizzly (oh oh)
And My biggest battle is me (yeah)
Overthinking been leaving me dizzy (dizzy)
It doesn't get easier (yeah)
All the time I've gone through it (gone through it)
Overthinking through the night I just get sleepier (oh)
You would've of thought I would've out grew it
I was just on the mend (oh)
Now I have to play pretend (yeah yeah yeah)
When will all of this end (oh)
Sick of living this all over again
I don't recommend (oh)
All this pain that the devils (yeah yeah yeah)
When will all of this end (oh)
Sick of living this all over again
Everyday starting to feel like the same (yeah)
You would think i would know how to beat it again
Make it easier on myself that's the aim (oh)
But I can't get this trauma off my brain
The pain invincible I can't beat it (yeah yeah)
Tried real hard but now I feel my weakest (oh)
I remember the times where I couldn't feel it (yeah)
Put the pain in the grave and leave it
It doesn't get easier (yeah)
All the time I've gone through it (gone through it)
Overthinking through the night I just get sleepier (oh)
You would've of thought I would've out grew it
I was just on the mend (oh)
Now I have to play pretend (yeah yeah yeah)
When will all of this end (oh)
Sick of living this all over again
I don't recommend (oh)
All this pain that the devils (yeah yeah yeah)
When will all of this end (oh)
Sick of living this all over again