I've Been Thinking. Video (MV)

All this other shit that I've been thinking
Shorty you is on my mind no I ain't tripping
Gone so far and we turning all f*cking distant
I guess it was cause of me no I ain't listen
Know you been on my f*cking mind
You said that you needed some f*cking time
I'm tired of all these f*cking lies
I hope I'm not the one that you despise
I don't think I'mma ever going to be alright
I feel like I'm someone else in disguise
I swear I can't even take my own advice
You said you needed time but you messing with other guys
I use to be mean I change I am nice
Now I'm in hurting this shit ain't right
I'm not happy at all at the time
I truly didn't want it to turn out like this
Shit didn't go well your the one that I miss
Shorty yes I miss each and one of your kiss
Honestly one more time is all that I wish
Shorty you be making it so f*cking hard
We been together since the f*cking start
You don't got to do this we ain't got to be apart
I'm sorry that I ever let you down
I've been wondering and I don't even know what bout
I don't think I can handle this nah no more sound
I'm really in hurting no one understands
I just wanted to be your only man
You really had me out here wondering bout the things we could've been
Shit now I feel so dead inside I don't want to be here once again
We becoming so distant it feels like we ain't even friends
I've been trying to see clearer with a different type of lens
After all this time tell me where it all f*cking went
Gotta let go shorty I've been thinking
My heart has only just been sinking
You be switching up just by f*cking blinking
You turn so cold and just try to act bold
You say my pride shorty it's your side
I recognize that I always used to lie
Every single day we always f*cking fight
I don't know if for each other we are right