Lil Lachrymose - Scared Lyrics

I'mma sweat until my bars start to rust
I'mma spit until my vocal cords give up
You'll be there for me
Always there for me

Remember that night that we sat and talked bout life
I confided in you that I kinda wanna die and
You were there for me
You were scared for me

Remember that night that you called to say goodbye
I said you ain't leaving me just come and spend the night and
I was there for you
I was scared for you

Remember that night that we sat and talked bout life
I confided in you that I kinda wanna die and
You were there for me
You were scared for me

Remember that night that you called to say goodbye
I say you ain't leaving me just come and spend the night and
I was there for you
I was scared for you

Swear this my last breakdown gotta check if I'm still breathing
Another therapist just to ask me why I'm not speaking
Cuz I always feel like I'm falling and I know I'm past my peak
But you make me feel otherwise when I get in them cheeks

I had P-A-I-N yea you took it away
You wanted to D-I-E but I made you stay
Let's just drink and smoke then maybe after we can play
Hopefully that green can add some color to our gray

So I'll write a verse for you to show you you're my world
Skip over the flirting boo, you're already my girl
My baby don't hurt no more, said I'm her epidural
And I don't need to flex with ice cuz she always my pearl

And I'll grind until we eat
I'll grind until I beat
Any chances of defeat
Trust me baby we gone feast
Cuz this life ain't enough
Even a million still a bust
I want the money out the way so we can focus on us

And we made it this far on trust
So I promise you heaven and earth
You don't like expensive shit just tryna match your worth
Being trapped in my own mind starting to have its perks
Reached into my heart and soul and pulled out all these words

Should have end the song right there, but wait just hear me out
Your depression worse than mine that's not what this is about
About how you were there for me
I loved you carelessly