Lil JJ Reynolds - FML Lyrics

Born a sinner to commit a murder on my body
Away from sympathy, for it's thermostat to rise up and drop me
Off where anxiety resuscitates it's demons and lies
For them to resonate, by telling me that they'll never die
Inside my pride, I asked it, "why does it feel so depressed?"
It told me that it's only happiness is sleeping with death
And not it's ex that was the stress, that cheated on it for me
And now it's me that wishes that I was already deceased
Am I a curse to people's eyes when I ask 'em for help?
Cause they reject me by their bitterness that told 'em to bail
When they saw my face, it was a message that would come in the mail
It was a sign to remain that man that stands by himself
To be prepared for no sympathy cause no one cares
To share love when you're down, I swear this life isn't fair
When I die, will my spirit go to heaven or hell?
Only the time will tell, but until then, it's FML
Why are you gone?
I can't do this alone
I want you back
But I'm losing control
It's FML
Those thoughts can run through a brain and drive it insane
Cause it goes through so much pain
Then it doesn't wanna live anymore
So it weakens the body and makes the body feel the same way
It's FML at this point
Ya, mm
Another day for the pain to lock it's sins in my brain
Till I commit 'em, then get stuck with it's evil shame
Inside this frame, I see a man that will never change
Cause I'm insane with these tornado mood swings
That throws my body back and forth, like a swing that was trained to make
My life a living hell, what will it take
To catch a break? cause I can't take these numbing feelings that ache
My lonely brain, that would feel like a waste of space
And it would wait for me to die, could this be the end
For my existence, to never be seen again?
Nobody cares anyway, until you're deep in the grave
And all those times you called for help will end up going to waste
I'm paranoid from this appetite of death that I taste
Cause when I'm gone, I want my brain to be in a much better place
But if it doesn't, will my spirit go to heaven or hell?
Only the time will tell, but until then, it's FML
Why are you gone?
I can't do this alone
I want you back
But I'm losing control
Losing control in this life
Nowhere to turn to
Nowhere to go to
No-one to ask for help
Cause if you do ask for help
They'll go, "you wouldn't have that if it wasn't for me"
It's good to stay alone
But how long can you breathe and take this, man?
It's FML
Gone